hello out there! it's been a while since i've had anything blog worthy to say. lots has been happening in the past few months, weeks, days, hours ...
first off baby sesame is 3 months old today! i can't believe how time has flown. i still haven't heard from her parents and i guess i don't really expect to. i thought i was over it for the most part and last week i was walking around target and past the baby section. i don't usually pay too much attention to it, but they had the cutest halloween onsies on display and seeing them i completely lost it! just when i think i can handle the loss i find i can't. fellow surromomma kelly r. posted a really cute article about when ip's "just aren't that into you." check it out here. the weird part is it doesn't bother me that other ip's keep in contact with their surrogates and mine don't, it's the tangible reminders that upset me the most. i got something in the mail today addressed to "the parents of reagan kathleen b-----." another reminder. thanks alot!
on to happier things, boo started 2nd grade and i am back in school as well. i am an lvn and have been for the past 9 years (sigh). i'm not all that wild about school and the science classes i have left to take so i've put off going back. i'm dipping my feet in the shallow end and finding the routine of school a comfort.
i signed up with an agency a few weeks back and they were all gung-ho about having 2 couples for me. i was excited and am looking forward to doing another surrogacy around january. well weeks have gone by and i haven't heard a peep outta them! so i contacted another agency and signed up with them as well. let's see who means business and let's start another family!
i guess that's about it for me. just moving from day to day and trying to get on with life. can you believe this year is already 3/4 gone? bring on fall y'all!